Taking a dip in the ocean (Carson, but open)

[Barry Davis]

"Goodbye Jill," he said.

He walked out of the hospital and to his car. He didn't bother moving it, he had nowhere else to go. He got the picture of Ashley and stared at with tears running down his face. He did that until he fell asleep. When he did, he was in a better place. One where his love was still alive. One where his friends didn't attempt suicide. One where had his home and his job. One where Carson was a decent guy. One with Ashley.

He woke up early in the morning. He didn't want to wake up. When he woke up, Ashley was dead.

[Jill Irasen]

Jill woke up. "Barry!" She screamed, but be wasn't there. She won't attempt drugs again, but she wants to. That's how much she hates her life. She got a call saying she was eliminated on "Vocal Stage". That did not help her at all. "Give me those pills!" Jill yelled.

[Barry Davis]

Barry decided to call Ashley's mom.

"Hey Mrs. Cohen... it's Barry," he said.

["Barry? We haven't talked since well..."] she responded.

"I know... I need some advice,"

["Alright,"]

"I loved your daughter with a passion. I've been in so much pain since the shooting, and I just need to ask you, do you think Ash would've wanted me to move on?"

["Ashley was crazy about you Barry. She loved you. And I think Ashley would want you to be happy no matter what,"]

"I'm not sure if that's possible though..."

["Follow your heart Barry,"]

She hung up.

He dialed Jill's number.

[Jill Irasen]

Jill could still barely speak, she didn't have the energy. She has been crying since her elimiantion. Her cell phone rang. Though her tears she answered.

"Hello?" Jill asked through her tears which were louder than her words.

[Barry Davis]

"It's Barry. I just wanted to let you know that I hope we can be friends. I'm not ready for anything more than that. But I still want to talk to you and maybe someday we could have a shot at something more," he said.

"But not now," he added.

[Jill Irasen]

Jill was too tired to care. "Yeah whatever," she said. "Nothing against you, but, I didn't even make the top 14 of Vocal Stage. I just found out today." Jill cared about that, but she ddoesn't care that Brad doesn't want to be with her. He understands. "Well, bye," Jill said hanging up the phone. The doctor walked in. Jill knew she would get a stupid lecture.

[Do you know what you did?] the doctor asked

"I know and I'm sorry," Jill responded. "I'll never do it again."

[Good. So here's the number for a therapist.] The doctor handed her a paper.

"A therapist? I don't need one."

[We thinks it's best for you. And your friend Barry wants you to get one. Well, bye] The doctor left the room.

Jill got her phone and texted Barry, "Did you order a therapist 4 me?"

[Barry Davis]

"Jill u tried to kill yourself. They wouldve given u 1 neway, i mite get 1 2" he texted back.

He honestly didn't care if she was furious with him. He had bigger worries. It was time he paid his respects to his love.

[Jill Irasen]

"Yes the doctor sed he woodve gotten me one nyway, but it was up 2 me and him not u."

Jill wasn't mad at him. She just wanted to get her Vocal Stage anger out. Maybe a therapist would be a good idea.

((End rp since you're going to the grace. She'll meet you there visiting her grandme )

[Barry Davis]

((Ashley is in NYC though))

[Jill Irasen]

((Darn. Oh well.))

[Barry Davis]

((I need someone to rp with there though, could you maybe be one of Barry or Ashley's friends there?))

[Jill Irasen]

((Okay. That new girl I made will be Ashley's friend, not a very *friendly* person like my original intention))

[Barry Davis]

((She looks too old though. Can you get her a younger looking pic?))

[Allie Malaga]

((Okay.))